Monday, November 12, 2007
I'm selling my art work... if you want a piece let me know. seriously. i need some cash. :)
I'm at a loss for words. I'm at a loss for what I'm supposed to be doing. I struggle just like any other person. I think the biggest misconception people have about people with faith to Jesus Christ is that we're perfect and we have the greatest lives ever. false. I struggle so much. I just feel like this isn't supposed to be my life. Like I'm supposed to be somewhere else. Which is true.. but also somewhere else during the Earthly life. People tend to forget that I'm allowed to be lost and I'm allowed to want more than this... but I'm supposed to be put together. I'm supposed have everything figured out. Well I'm not and I don't.
I try to kiss my life and accept it just as it is today but its getting me down right now.
I'm losing grip.
EDIT: my one and only new years resolution already... Start on my bucket list I have waiting.